Fundamentally Loathsome

I want to wake up in your
White, white sun
I want to wake up in your world
With no pain
But Ill just suffer in a hope to die someday
While you are numb all of the wayWhen I hate it I know you can feel but
When you love it you know its not real
NoAnd I am resigned to this wicked fucking world
On its way to hell
The living are dead and
I hope to join them too
I know what to do and I do it well

When I hate it I know you can feel but
When you love it you know its not real
No

Shoot myself to love you
If I loved myself Id be shooting you